So it's been awhile since I've written anything in here...I just don't know about anything anymore... i always am getting yelled at and i'm sick of it... and it's not always by my parents... sometimes it's getting yelled at by someone i think is one of my best friends and that just hurts. I thought he was there for me and all this shit and then he sits there and criticizes me, that reallly hurts. I just want to start over. Sometimes I wish I never met him because he does hurt me so bad, but then its like then there wouldn't be such great memories, but who gives a shit? Not him. So why should I?